Offcourse i wish i could have a girlfriend, i think that would solve many of my things, but you can't just pick them up like a pack of milk in the supermarket. It's just also being alone and my mom feels it too but i am used to it my whole life, but my mom not, she had an active life, i feel more sorry for her then myself, but sometimes right now i am at a crossroad to just ban all those people with their false promises or that serve no use anymore, maybe making me a hermit. Then there is this fight (while she was finally coming after 14 years) with my only last friend left, and offcourse when we are bound to meet something always happen, in which i said then just don't come, and how i said it, the chance will big. No it's just daily life currently bothering me, like i promise myself not to wash a day (costing a lot) and then something happens again, by myself or my cat Bowy doing it next to the box or digging like crazy so half the grind is beside the box, i thought doing this 2 weeks or so and i would be very much over my germphobia, well i am afraid i was wrong.Īnd i am on medication which in essence i am fine with but also makes me very sleepy/tired even so sometimes i wake up at 12:00 while i got this job on sight but that requires offcourse you to be awake like at 7:00, the 5 hour differences is a big leap, so i am afraid to even send in a mail now (first i had some questions like if i could start part time, is it very phsyical also because of my cardiomyopathy i tire easily so unless it's combined with lets say administrative work where i can just sit, then i could easily make it 40.Īnd my shrink is on vacation (like everyone else) so i can't get alternatives right now. Which one? If it's about the missing one, he's been found unharmed, stuck probably in a shed.
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